THE harder Tom tried to fasten his mind on
his book, the more his ideas wandered. So at last, with a sigh
and a yawn, he gave it up. It seemed to him that the noon recess
would never come. The air was utterly dead. There was not a
breath stirring. It was the sleepiest of sleepy days. The
drowsing murmur of the five and twenty studying scholars soothed
the soul like the spell that is in the murmur of bees. Away off
in the flaming sunshine, Cardiff Hill lifted its soft green sides
through a shimmering veil of heat, tinted with the purple of
distance; a few birds floated on lazy wing high in the air; no
other living thing was visible but some cows, and they were
asleep. Tom's heart ached to be free, or else to have something
of interest to do to pass the dreary time. His hand wandered into
his pocket and his face lit up with a glow of gratitude that was
prayer, though he did not know it. Then furtively the percussion-cap
box came out. He released the tick and put him on the long flat
desk. The creature probably glowed with a gratitude that amounted
to prayer, too, at this moment, but it was premature: for when he
started thankfully to travel off, Tom turned him aside with a pin
and made him take a new direction.
Tom's bosom friend sat next him, suffering
just as Tom had been, and now he was deeply and gratefully
interested in this entertainment in an instant. This bosom friend
was Joe Harper. The two boys were sworn friends all the week, and
embattled enemies on Saturdays. Joe took a pin out of his lapel
and began to assist in exercising the prisoner. The sport grew in
interest momently. Soon Tom said that they were interfering with
each other, and neither getting the fullest benefit of the tick.
So he put Joe's slate on the desk and drew a line down the middle
of it from top to bottom.
"Now," said he, "as long as
he is on your side you can stir him up and I'll let him alone;
but if you let him get away and get on my side, you're to leave
him alone as long as I can keep him from crossing over."
"All right, go ahead; start him up."
The tick escaped from Tom, presently, and
crossed the equator. Joe harassed him awhile, and then he got
away and crossed back again. This change of base occurred often.
While one boy was worrying the tick with absorbing interest, the
other would look on with interest as strong, the two heads bowed
together over the slate, and the two souls dead to all things
else. At last luck seemed to settle and abide with Joe. The tick
tried this, that, and the other course, and got as excited and as
anxious as the boys themselves, but time and again just as he
would have victory in his very grasp, so to speak, and Tom's
fingers would be twitching to begin, Joe's pin would deftly head
him off, and keep possession. At last Tom could stand it no
longer. The temptation was too strong. So he reached out and lent
a hand with his pin. Joe was angry in a moment. Said he:
"Tom, you let him alone."
"I only just want to stir him up a
little, Joe."
"No, sir, it ain't fair; you just let
him alone."
"Blame it, I ain't going to stir him
much."
"Let him alone, I tell you."
"I won't!"
"You shall — he's on my side of
the line."
"Look here, Joe Harper, whose is that
tick?"
" I don't care whose tick he is
— he's on my side of the line, and you sha'n't touch him."
"Well, I'll just bet I will, though.
He's my tick and I'll do what I blame please with him, or die!"
A tremendous whack came down on Tom's
shoulders, and its duplicate on Joe's; and for the space of two
minutes the dust continued to fly from the two jackets and the
whole school to enjoy it. The boys had been too absorbed to
notice the hush that had stolen upon the school awhile before
when the master came tiptoeing down the room and stood over them.
He had contemplated a good part of the performance before he
contributed his bit of variety to it.
When school broke up at noon, Tom flew to
Becky Thatcher, and whispered in her ear:
"Put on your bonnet and let on you're
going home; and when you get to the corner, give the rest of 'em
the slip, and turn down through the lane and come back. I'll go
the other way and come it over 'em the same way."
So the one went off with one group of
scholars, and the other with another. In a little while the two
met at the bottom of the lane, and when they reached the school
they had it all to themselves. Then they sat together, with a
slate before them, and Tom gave Becky the pencil and held her
hand in his, guiding it, and so created another surprising house.
When the interest in art began to wane, the two fell to talking.
Tom was swimming in bliss. He said:
"Do you love rats?"
"No! I hate them!"
"Well, I do, too — live ones.
But I mean dead ones, to swing round your head with a string."
"No, I don't care for rats much, anyway.
What I like is chewing-gum."
"Oh, I should say so! I wish I had some
now."
"Do you? I've got some. I'll let you
chew it awhile, but you must give it back to me."
That was agreeable, so they chewed it turn
about, and dangled their legs against the bench in excess of
contentment.
"Was you ever at a circus?" said
Tom.
"Yes, and my pa's going to take me
again some time, if I'm good."
"I been to the circus three or four
times — lots of times. Church ain't shucks to a circus.
There's things going on at a circus all the time. I'm going to be
a clown in a circus when I grow up."
"Oh, are you! That will be nice.
They're so lovely, all spotted up."
"Yes, that's so. And they get slathers
of money — most a dollar a day, Ben Rogers says. Say,
Becky, was you ever engaged?"
"What's that?"
"Why, engaged to be married."
"No."
"Would you like to?"
"I reckon so. I don't know. What is it
like?"
"Like? Why it ain't like anything. You
only just tell a boy you won't ever have anybody but him, ever
ever ever, and then you kiss and that's all. Anybody can
do it."
"Kiss? What do you kiss for?"
"Why, that, you know, is to —
well, they always do that."
"Everybody?"
"Why, yes, everybody that's in love
with each other. Do you remember what I wrote on the slate?"
"Ye — yes."
"What was it?"
"I sha'n't tell you."
"Shall I tell you?"
"Ye — yes — but some
other time."
"No, now."
"No, not now — to-morrow."
"Oh, no, now. Please, Becky — I'll whisper it, I'll whisper it ever so easy."
Becky hesitating, Tom took silence for
consent, and passed his arm about her waist and whispered the
tale ever so softly, with his mouth close to her ear. And then he
added:
"Now you whisper it to me —
just the same."
She resisted, for a while, and then said:
"You turn your face away so you can't
see, and then I will. But you mustn't ever tell anybody —
will you, Tom? Now you won't, will you?"
"No, indeed, indeed I won't. Now, Becky."
He turned his face away. She bent timidly
around till her breath stirred his curls and whispered, "I
— love — you!"
Then she sprang away and ran around and
around the desks and benches, with Tom after her, and took refuge
in a corner at last, with her little white apron to her face. Tom
clasped her about her neck and pleaded:
"Now, Becky, it's all done —
all over but the kiss. Don't you be afraid of that — it
ain't anything at all. Please, Becky." And he tugged at her
apron and the hands.
By and by she gave up, and let her hands
drop; her face, all glowing with the struggle, came up and
submitted. Tom kissed the red lips and said:
"Now it's all done, Becky. And always
after this, you know, you ain't ever to love anybody but me, and
you ain't ever to marry anybody but me, ever never and forever.
Will you?"
"No, I'll never love anybody but you,
Tom, and I'll never marry anybody but you — and you ain't
to ever marry anybody but me, either."
"Certainly. Of course. That's part of
it. And always coming to school or when we're going home, you're
to walk with me, when there ain't anybody looking — and
you choose me and I choose you at parties, because that's the way
you do when you're engaged."
"It's so nice. I never heard of it
before."
"Oh, it's ever so gay! Why, me and Amy
Lawrence — "
The big eyes told Tom his blunder and he
stopped, confused.
"Oh, Tom! Then I ain't the first you've
ever been engaged to!"
The child began to cry. Tom said:
"Oh, don't cry, Becky, I don't care for
her any more."
"Yes, you do, Tom — you know
you do."
Tom tried to put his arm about her neck, but
she pushed him away and turned her face to the wall, and went on
crying. Tom tried again, with soothing words in his mouth, and
was repulsed again.
Then his pride was up, and he strode away and went outside. He
stood about, restless and uneasy, for a while, glancing at the
door, every now and then, hoping she would repent and come to
find him. But she did not. Then he began to feel badly and fear
that he was in the wrong. It was a hard struggle with him to make
new advances, now, but he nerved himself to it and entered. She
was still standing back there in the corner, sobbing, with her
face to the wall. Tom's heart smote him. He went to her and stood
a moment, not knowing exactly how to proceed. Then he said
hesitatingly:
"Becky, I — I don't care for
anybody but you."
No reply — but sobs.
"Becky" — pleadingly.
"Becky, won't you say something?"
More sobs.
Tom got out his chiefest jewel, a brass knob
from the top of an and iron, and passed it around her so that she
could see it, and said:
"Please, Becky, won't you take it?"
She struck it to the floor. Then Tom marched
out of the house and over the hills and far away, to return to
school no more that day. Presently Becky began to suspect. She
ran to the door; he was not in sight; she flew around to the play-yard;
he was not there. Then she called:
"Tom! Come back, Tom!"
She listened intently, but there was no
answer. She had no companions but silence and loneliness.
So she sat down to cry again and upbraid herself; and by this
time the scholars began to gather again, and she had to hide her
griefs and still her broken heart and take up the cross of a
long, dreary, aching afternoon, with none among the strangers
about her to exchange sorrows with.