TOM arrived at home in a dreary mood, and
the first thing his aunt said to him showed him that he had
brought his sorrows to an unpromising market:
"Tom, I've a notion to skin you alive!"
"Auntie, what have I done?"
"Well, you've done enough. Here I go
over to Sereny Harper, like an old softy, expecting I'm going to
make her believe all that rubbage about that dream, when lo and
behold you she'd found out from Joe that you was over here and
heard all the talk we had that night. Tom, I don't know what is
to become of a boy that will act like that. It makes me feel so
bad to think you could let me go to Sereny Harper and make such a
fool of myself and never say a word."
This was a new aspect of the thing. His
smartness of the morning had seemed to Tom a good joke before,
and very ingenious. It merely looked mean and shabby now. He hung
his head and could not think of anything to say for a moment.
Then he said:
"Auntie, I wish I hadn't done it — but I didn't think."
"Oh, child, you never think. You never
think of anything but your own selfishness. You could think to
come all the way over here from Jackson's Island in the night to
laugh at our troubles, and you could think to fool me with a lie
about a dream; but you couldn't ever think to pity us and save us
from sorrow."
"Auntie, I know now it was mean, but I
didn't mean to be mean. I didn't, honest. And besides, I didn't
come over here to laugh at you that night."
"What did you come for, then?"
"It was to tell you not to be uneasy
about us, because we hadn't got drownded."
"Tom, Tom, I would be the thankfullest
soul in this world if I could believe you ever had as good a
thought as that, but you know you never did — and I know
it, Tom."
"Indeed and 'deed I did, auntie — I wish I may never stir if I didn't."
"Oh, Tom, don't lie — don't do
it. It only makes things a hundred times worse."
"It ain't a lie, auntie; it's the truth.
I wanted to keep you from grieving — that was all that
made me come."
"I'd give the whole world to believe
that — it would cover up a power of sins, Tom. I'd 'most
be glad you'd run off and acted so bad. But it ain't reasonable;
because, why didn't you tell me, child?"
"Why, you see, when you got to talking
about the funeral, I just got all full of the idea of our coming
and hiding in the church, and I couldn't somehow bear to spoil it.
So I just put the bark back in my pocket and kept mum."
"What bark?"
"The bark I had wrote on to tell you
we'd gone pirating. I wish, now, you'd waked up when I kissed you
— I do, honest."
The hard lines in his aunt's face relaxed
and a sudden tenderness dawned in her eyes.
" Did you kiss me, Tom?"
"Why, yes, I did."
"Are you sure you did, Tom?"
"Why, yes, I did, auntie —
certain sure."
"What did you kiss me for, Tom?"
"Because I loved you so, and you laid
there moaning and I was so sorry."
The words sounded like truth. The old lady
could not hide a tremor in her voice when she said:
"Kiss me again, Tom! — and be
off with you to school, now, and don't bother me any more."
The moment he was gone, she ran to a closet
and got out the ruin of a jacket which Tom had gone pirating in.
Then she stopped, with it in her hand, and said to herself:
"No, I don't dare. Poor boy, I reckon
he's lied about it — but it's a blessed, blessed lie,
there's such a comfort come from it. I hope the Lord — I know
the Lord will forgive him, because it was such
goodheartedness in him to tell it. But I don't want to find out
it's a lie. I won't look."
She put the jacket away, and stood by musing
a minute. Twice she put out her hand to take the garment again,
and twice she refrained. Once more she ventured, and this time
she fortified herself with the thought: "It's a good lie — it's a good lie — I won't let it grieve me."
So she sought the jacket pocket. A moment later she was reading
Tom's piece of bark through flowing tears and saying: "I
could forgive the boy, now, if he'd committed a million sins!"